how hard it was....-rosalie

hi huys!! just please help me.... when i was in highschool there was a guy whom i love so much until in college. i really love this guy,but it was hurt because he dont like me, instead he loves my cousin and it was really hurt me somuch because i'm expected a lot,like one day he will court me (im stupid,ryt??),but im move on right now.. until one day,a cousin of my friend get my number to her (this guy who have crush on me).. to be honest, i dont know if i will reply on his txt, but in the end i decided to go on.. although i am afraid and i dont know why.. we became friends, and im comfortable with him,im enjoy on his company... but one day when i woke up in the morning, there's one thing i realize that my day can't be completed if he will not txt me... now i dont know if im already in love with him or it is just a simple infatuation, i dont want to get hurt again and im afraid of lossing him.. what should i do??? I need an advice.... ;( tnx.