thoughts from the heart of a brokenhearted..

it was just months ago..and evreything is still clearly etched in my mind and heart.. it was feb12,09 when we met at their house to spend the whole day together with his family..the last t ime we did it was last december..(his not my boyfriend anymore that time..but he told me that if we can find time, well see each other like the way it use to be..) everything was close to perfect.. as if theres a chance for us to make our relationship formal again.. but i prove myself wrong when the day of the hearts came.. it was evening when he texted me.. he ask me if were happy..and i replied.."yes, we are" he asked again.."were ok,ryt?"..and i replied again.."yes ,we are".. and his next textmessage broke my heart.. he told me in a nice way that it was almost 5 months ago that were separated.. and in that 5months he tried to fill up his emptiness to me.. and his last line totally broke my heart into pieces when he told me that.. "im starting to like someone else..and im about to date her..i hope ur happy for me.." and now, im in the stage of total acceptance.. i never got the chance to meet his significant other.. though i BADLY wanna know whos that girl,still i know it will just hurt me.. it was jsut 2 months ago.. there were times i thought ive alredy move on..but deep inside me i know i still love him..eventhough he dont love me anymore..(stupid me!) anyone??could give me advice.. yes i miss him, but i hnestly wanna get over him. m waiting, for ur rply...maya